Oh my goodness! I'm like soo excited for this like upcoming two weeks!! Well as I said in my last post I'm going to the beach with Vanessa and Eli. And then on next Wednesday, I'm flying to the beach ( a different beach) for my dad and Allison's wedding! Their actual wedding is on June 2. But we are flying out in advance to like chill and prepare and stuff. Then at the end when the go on their hooneymoon my mom is going to let me, my sister, and her stay at the beach for two more days! So we will come back monday night!!! YAY!!!!! Heheee, I am like sooo syched! OH yeah, I'm wearing the perfume flip flops!

School was funy today! Well actually let me re-phrase that; Lunch was really fun today!!!!!!!! Oh my gawsh Hannah has some news but I'm not gonna spoil it cuz I know she would want to post it. LOL! Anyhoo, lunch was really fun because my boyfriend, Eli, and his sister (who I'm friends with), Vanessa, are going to the beach this weekend. They are each aloud to take one friend. Vanessa invited me! And Eli invited this guy named Josh! So I just have to ask my Mom which she will probably say yest and it will be sooo much fun!!!!!! I haven't really talked much about Vanessa lately but since my fight with Melissa, she has been really supportive and we've basically became BFF's. Oh btw, I know this is pretty random but Vanessa and Eli are 4 days apart! Isn't that weird?? I didn't know twins could be that far apart!!! LOL!! I forget who is old. Well, I gotta go! BYE!!

Yupp so I'm chilling with Hannah. Yeah...... umm... LOL. There is nothing to say. We are going to go play DDR now. So bye bye!

Okay so here is my upsdate on how I've changed! Well, over the last 3 weeks I have really changed within myself. I think that most of the changes are good even though some are a little sad. To start things off, my ex-BFF, Melissa and I got into another fight about two and a half weeks ago. She was trying to flirt with Eli and break us up. Eli told me that she said things like "Your soo sweet.......Your really cute!....We should go to the movies on BLAHBLAH...." and WORST OF ALL she said to him..."Do you wanna make out with me??" Cady was a witness of this so I kno it's not a lie. I cannot beleive she said that!! Melissa has like a hugee crush on Eli so she's been all over him. And since the fight she says things to him like. "Why are you wasting your time with Emmie?" So I refuse to EVER be friends with her again!! My BFF's Candi and Dani are mad at her for doing that to me. My BFF, Cady is mad at her but she's finding out info for me. And my BFFAEAEAE (LOL) Hannah is still friends with her but it was soo funny b/c Hannah gave her this lecture and was like "You cannot do that to my friend! That is soo rude and your acting like a total B***! Your acting soo S*** and like a total W***!" And all of this stuff! Trust me peeps, Hannah like NEVER EVER EVER curses and she said like ten curse words to Melisa when she found out about what happened! But Hannah is still friends with her which I am totally okay with. LOL! Well, I know this sounds weird but after I stopped being friends with Melissa I've like totally changed. No offense to Hannah but Melissa is rude, selfish, and very conceited. And since I've stopped being friends with her some of my friends have told me I have grown more mature and more generous. I have to admit I used to talk about myself a lot. But now, I talk about other people and I (been told) am acting more mature and more my age. Over the last 3 weeks I have also become less materialistic. Though i still LOVEEE shopping! LOL. But I've realized clothes and looks DO NOT matter!! I've started taking a yoga class. My doctor recommended it because of two reasons. 1. I've been going through a lot of stress( my parents recently got divorced last year) and 2. I need a place to stretch my bones because I get a lot of injuries from soccer. So in yoga class, I've became friends with this really nice girl named Courtney. She is not materialistic at all! I've been to her house twice and she is not all Louis Vuitton and Fendi. She's really down to earth and is into basic brands that are neseccarry like Abercrombie, Aeropostale, and Gap. And I've changed in own more way! I've become more strong, both physically and mentally. In the physically wise, I've had some problems because I've been through a lot of stress. My dad and allison have been getting into a lot of fights lately and their wedding is coming up soon. I've been really stressed because I don't want them not to get married because when they are not fighting they make eachother really happy. And Allison is a really great role model. She is dependible, reliable, and smart. I don't want to be mean, but my mom is kind of well.. flaky. She is irresponsible. Half the time she forgets to pick me up from soccer practice and Lexi (my sis) from dance class. She never goes to the grocery store and is just not someone I can talk to. Then again, I can't blaim her it's been hard on her since the divorce. Well anyway, I'm just really scared of loosing another 'mom'. And I haven't been able to eat lately becuase I've been thinking about all of that stuff. But my growth physically is that I'm beginning to get my appitite because I am gaining more confidence in my Dad and Allison's marriage. I mean all relationships have fights, right? So anyway, I've also grown mentally because from Allison's influence I've become more confident about myself and I used to be really self concious, but now I'm not as much. So that's basically how I've changed. Wow, this post is really long. I'm glad I got it all out though, LOL. Oh yeah, one last thing, now I know which of my friends are really ture. (aka hannah, candi, dani, cady, and courtney)

OMGOMGOMGGG! So I haven't posted in like a lifeetimeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHAHH! I like have TOTALLY changedd now! I'll post about how I've changed on my next cblog. I'm with Hannah at her house right now cuz my Mommiee is on a business trip in California and my Daddie is with his gf, Allison in Hawaii for her cousin's wedding. So I'll be staying at Hannah's house until Saturday. In the next cblog hannah is gonna help me write about what u guyzies have missed about mee. LOL!!

Matching with Hannah!!!